The Difference in me

Within these empty walls. I’ve been talking to myself again. You don’t hear a word. But, bother to explain it when. You say that I should try. But I feel I’m half alive. The rest of me is somewhere else.

I wish the world would just spin faster. You told my happy ever after. You’re looking at me. You’re waiting to see. The difference, the difference in me. You keep telling me to grow up. Why should I it’s never good enough. How can I be when you never see. The difference, the difference in me.

I don’t wanna fight. Don’t care whose right or wrong anymore. I’m sick of all this pain. Can it be the way it was before? When I always made you smile. Seems it’s been awhile. But now you’re always out of reach.

Changed my hair. And I threw out my clothes. You say you see. But you don’t even know. See the difference, the difference in me

I’m not the same as I was before. I’m not afraid to walk right out that door. See the difference, the difference in me.